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Professional Development

Just Publish It and Move On

I need to get ideas out of my head.

Most aren’t good ideas, but they linger up there, kicking around, making me more anxious than neccessary. This specific post is a good example. I’ve written and re-written it a few times.

One thing I’ve noticed is that if the ideas in my brain never make it to the team, there’s less chance that they ever get acted on.

As a leader, this is a huge problem.

For private notes, I usually just spin up a new Note in the Notes app and do a small brain dump. This works well and lets me get the idea or spark out of my brain, and eases my mind a little bit. At least I did something with that, instead of letting it knock around up there and distract me.

It’s a little different for ideas that impact my team at work.

I work with a large, distributed team of product managers, designers, engineers and others. In a non-distributed team, you get the chance to pass in hallways, lean over to their desk, talk at lunch, etc.

Being accountable to so many people, and spread across multiple offices and timezones, I rarely have the opportunity for those random one-off conversations. We try to make up for this with regularly scheduled 1:1s and Zoom calls. It kinda works. It also kinda doesn’t.

Keeping a team that size aligned is difficult. That difficulty is multiplied by at least 2x by being distributed.

In the past, I’ve relied on a number of techniques to keep teams aligned. The obligatory meetings (both “all-hands” and 1:1), stream-of-thought emails or Slacks, and lots of travel.

But the one I am finding the most value in is written communication. Publishing your thought in an editable, shareable medium that fosters collaboration with the team.

There is a lot to like about the written communication technique, and I’m not the first person to recognize this. Famously, Basecamp requires their employees to be great written communicators specifically to minimize distractions and improve alignment across a distributed team.

What I like most about it is that it forces you to slow down your thoughts and try to build a narrative (assuming that you type slower than you think). Almost always, as soon as I start to turn my thought into something that I know someone else is going to read, I start to see where the holes and gaps exist.

Now, here’s my personal rub: I am my own worst critic.

To make written communication valuable, it needs to be easily readible and digestible.

Making things readible and easily digestible takes time and effort.

I would have written a shorter letter, but I did not have the time.

Blaise Pascal in his Lettres Provinciales

While I would tell my teammates to just publish it, don’t worry about it being wrong, just get it out there so we can discuss … it’s so hard to do it myself. I can (and do) edit, tweak and hone for too long. Holding that idea in my head and not letting my team respond to it.

This is detrimental to our group because of the aforementioned timezone and physical separation. Without those opportunities to get in front of the team casually, my ideas never permeate the team, making it harder to become reality.

But I’m in a leadership position, and I want my team to think that I know what I’m talking about. I don’t want them to read a poorly written or formatted document and assume I’m incompetant. In the early stages of an idea or thought, they’re usually kinda half-baked and often-times just flat-out wrong.

This is something I’m working on in 2020. There’s no catchy title for it or anything, yet. But it’s kinda just “letting go”. Put the idea out there, in a way that lets people provide feedback on it, that is searchable later, and that is editable as new information comes in.

I’ve shared my three drafts strategy with the team, and mark the documents as such. This frees up my mind from thinking that it needs to be perfect, and lets the team know that this is an early draft (or not).

OK, now I’m just going to publish this thing.

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Design

Shitty First Drafts

As long as I can remember, it has always (always, always) taken me three attempts to make something right. Whether it’s the smallest bit of graphic design, the most important copy for an email blast, or even a recipe attempt – it always, always takes at least three tries before I make something that I would even consider sharing with my closest allies.

Thinking about the three attempts, they almost always follow the same pattern:

  • The first attempt was just to get the idea out of my head.
  • The second attempt was either starting completely over (because attempt one didn’t work), or beginning to hone in on the idea.
  • By the third attempt, I am finally starting to get somewhere.

I thought this was just me. Maybe, I wondered, I’m 1/3 slower than the most genius designers, writers or bakers out there.

Turns out, I’m not unique (just like everyone else)!

Talking to other creatives – especially designers and writers – they report the exact same thing: things don’t really start to come into focus until the third attempt at something.

  • The first draft is the “down draft”. For me, it’s about getting it out of my head and down on paper.
  • The second draft (assuming that I didn’t just immediately throw away your first try entirely) is the “up draft”. I start to clean it up a little bit here and there. Smoothing some edges out in the idea or presentation.
  • The third draft (again, assuming I haven’t bailed in shame and private embarrassment) is the “dental draft”. I wish I could take credit for this awesome name, but it was in fact Anne Lamott In Bird by Bird. She named a third draft the dental draft to “check every tooth, to see if it’s loose or cramped or decayed, or even, God help us, healthy”.

Once I came to terms that this is just the creative process, I could embrace it and stop feeling like feel like less of a sham.

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Uncategorized

Pocket Nag

I’ve taken the last couple of weeks off of work. The break was very necessary, but I didn’t really understand why until the last day or so.

I’ve felt extremely overwhelmed in life. Work was suffering. I was snapping at my family. My body physically hurt. It wasn’t good.

I’m working on being more deliberate in all kinds of things: how I spend my time, what I eat, even what I’m going to spend my attention on.

Today I took a small step and put my phone out of reach when I was home. Left it in the kitchen.

During my vacation, I noticed that I still felt strangely overwhelmed – despite turning Slack and email notifications off. Despite no meetings. Despite intentionally not talking or even thinking about work.

I also noticed that I spent a lot of time looking at my phone while on vacation. There’s a lot more free time on vacation. And I noticed that I started spending it looking at my phone. Twitter. Online news. Reddit. Instagram.

Literally nothing of value. And with the outcome of distraction and some feeling of being overwhelmed. What the hell?

So today, my phone wasn’t in my pocket. The most noticeable outcome of this is that I sometimes just sat there with nothing to do. So I would actually watch what was going on. Wife cooking dinner. Kid playing with cars. The rain outside.

Just not having that little screen in my pocket, nagging me, giving me something to do instead of sit with my thoughts. It made so much difference. Unexpectedly.

What’s the Sound of One Hand Washing?

I attempted to replace a water filter in my house this week. It’s something I do every 4-6 months. I made the typical mistake of thinking that it would just be half an hour, or so. One thing I’ve learned in the last four years of owning a house is that it’s never half an hour. Literally ever. 

Attempting to replace the water filter resulted in sediment getting into the faucet in my downstairs bathroom. The faucet is so old (and cheap), that I couldn’t take it apart to find and clean out whatever was causing the clog.

Attempting to replace that faucet resulted in multiple trips to multiple stores. It turns out that the downstairs countertop is so old (and cheap) that it has a very unique pattern for the faucet. After multiple trips to Lowe’s and Home Depot finally resulted in finding the one faucet that would work in my bathroom.

Attempting to install the faucet resulted in multiple trips to multiple hardware stores to find very specific sizes and lengths of water supply lines. It turns out that the plumbing in my house is so old (and cheap) that it was done by someone who didn’t know how to plumb.

OK. Faucet’s in. Now, just the simple task of replacing the drain. Attempting to install the new drain resulted in more trips to the hardware store, and multiple calls to my father-in-law. It turns out that the plumbing in my house was done very poorly.

My attempt at replacing a water filter in 30 minutes resulted in spending about $100 on a new faucet and plumbing materials, and took about two days. But hey, now I know to just call someone when I need anything done on my house how to sort-of install a faucet.

Upside, I got to spend a lot of time wondering what the art direction was for the photo on the faucet box. I can only assume it was “two well dressed adults share a laugh in a co-gendered bathroom while the female adult washes only a single hand”.

two well dressed adults share a laugh in a co-gendered bathroom while the female adult washes only a single hand
Categories
Tech

Using an iPad as a Laptop Replacement

I constantly think about trying to use my iPad as my full time computer. It’s a completely irrational thought, but I can’t shake it from my brain.

I’m not sure why. I think it’s because it’s cool and different, and probably also because I am particularly fortunate to even have it as an option. This feels like the future to me. Just a little device that does everything you need it to. Despite it needing to be very connected to the Internet to do anything valuable, it feels like a way to disconnect from technology.

I told you this is irrational.

I’m always looking up articles about it, and they all come to the same conclusion: I probably shouldn’t.

(Semi-related: There’s something about the changing seasons that make me want to make these kinds of changes. In about March, as the weather begins to turn and there’s more sunlight out, I seriously consider going full-time Linux.)

There’s no reason for any of this. My Macbook Pro does literally everything I would want my full-time iPad setup to do:

  • iMessage, WhatsApp, Messenger
  • Photos
  • Gmail
  • Google Docs
  • Access to docs in the cloud
  • Spotify

And in literally every aspect, my laptop does it better … and faster. But then I see a guy in the airport lounge doing everything from his iPad Pro, and I’m jealous for some reason.

When I’m at home or on vacation, I use my iPad as the only computer. This is primarily so I’m even less inclined to check in on work, but there’s also something nice about only having this little glas slab to keep up with. (Come to think of it, it’s usually vacations when I contemplate switching to an iPad full time.)

I can’t quantify what’s nice about it, because it’s irrational.

I know it’s possible to switch over to an iPad for non-work stuff: my wife replaced a MacBook Air with an iPad two years ago.

She has one complaint though: it’s harder to type on an iPad than it is on a computer. She doesn’t send long-winded emails to her friends (but who does anymore, anyways?). When she needs to send a big email, I hook a bluetooth keyboard up to her laptop – or just give her my laptop so she can log in to Gmail.

You could buy a keyboard, but then you need to carry that around. Two parts. Or you can buy one of those folio cases that includes a keyboard. But then at that point, aren’t you basically just carrying around an under-powered computer?

Not to mention, by the time you add it all up, you’re starting to knock on the door of the price of a new laptop.

In 2020, I promise to stop considering this. Until I see a guy at the airport “living the dream”.